Sunday, January 24, 2010

Blue

Today is not a good day though.
Unless you think that I had proper meals is a good thing.
Or I cry lesser than yesterday?
Hmm...

Today is really not much better than the day before.
Certain decisions have been made.
Hopefully everything will be fine and peace in the future.

No other words to say.
We are all tired already.
Tired of arguing, tired of crying, tired of giving comments, tired of remaining in the same and unhealthy situation.
I have grown, I'm not the kid in your eyes anymore.
I know what's happening.
I even know more than what you have expected.
I'm prepared to go through anything.
Sigh.....

Another really sad thing was....
My dogs Harley and moomoo just had a fight.
Harley hurt moomoo's eye.
They never fight that harsh before and I just dunno why.
Hope that he will be okay... :(




What I have prayed for in these years ain't gonna come true.



Saturday, January 23, 2010

難過

很難過
真的很難過

躲在廁所裏哭過
在車裏哭過
在房間也
一直一直不停得哭
就是不能停下來

頭也很痛很痛
很不舒服

爲什麽就是要讓大家都承受這麽大的壓力
我也只是在用我自己的方式過的快樂
自己在找尋開心的方法
爲什麽就是會被你們看作是不負責任
爲什麽就是要被責駡

很痛很痛
真的很難過
很辛苦